I do not know how to open

In fact, I do not know how to open, because I no meaningful openings. But I would like to tell about, want to come out and see how I think in the end. I may be sick.
　　I would like to face honest I do not cover non-perfunctory.
　　I graduated on to Shenzhen, materialistic city living and working environment is very simple.
　　In fact, I am also a very good preaching of the people, only that other people'sfeelings, I said clearly and logically.
　　I also know how to go the right way is, but I'm not out of their struggle, is not enough reason.
　　I feel not so popular, unlike ordinary girls (and possibly only I feel, forgive a).
　　May be a long good side has been no shortage of boyfriends.
　　Can a person come to Shenzhen, I understand how men do not fly, I have been sober-minded, and even conflict.